Friday, October 10, 2008

I don't know what to write.... this is my first blog and usually my mind is full of stuff to write..when i'm in the office cab , each day i think that i should open a blogging account and put my thoughts in there and share my opinions with others...
and now that i've done it, i can't think of anything concrete to write!

almost 2 years back i was working in Singapore, was living with flatmates, it was then that i would religiously write to my friends back home, recounting the smallest of incidents happening in my life... but i guess it's easier to write when u have a specific audience... writing like this is a bit weird!

or perhaps my life was more lively when i was in s'pore.. yes, that was perhaps one of the best periods of my life... and yes, i have regretted returning to Motherland ever since...

why did i return if i loved it there so much? ah.... to get married... as simple as that.... my parents brainwashed me.. i know i know it's lame to blame it on parents at this age.... but i think i wanted it too..... or wasn't confident of myself..... of taking my own decision..... i feared waiting endlessly... for the perfect mate...... when all my friends were getting married and having kids!.... so i thought, ok, let me return & try my luck....

and so why do i regret it? coz we live like scum here.... still lack basic infrastructure, ettiquettes and law & order...

the politicians here do not want the people to rise above petty daily needs and want something more from life....